In 1992 transgender community existed only in California , and by me serving god in true holiness didn't really understand, what it was , until a in law of mine told me he was transgender

, he lived right next door to me, he knew I went to church , all the time and I never  missed church, I was at 5 am prayer on my knees with all my children, with all the missionaries every morning during the week days before I went to work as a private school teachers , In a private school christian based academy, I would leave early morning prayer about 7 , on my way to work and school where I took my children also so they went to a private school christian where we prayed every morning before , we started school, we said we welcome you holy spirit , and the anointing fell on all the children and they all were in subjection to the teacher as we lined them up to be diplomatic ,everything fell in order after we welcomed the holy spirit, 

after my In law cousin , became transgender and went to live in a certain part of California , he came back to Tacoma Washington

to live in a low income neighborhood called the hilltop , he wanted me to tell his story and keep this testimony alive because he knew he would die,

 he told me this about loan companies and racism, he said his mother tried to get a home for her house in which she need to remodel because she had  her home for , a while when his dad- my uncle went to Vietnam   war , so it was in badly need of repair,

he said every time his mother went to get a loan for repairs , before she could even sit down ,the branch manager and every bank she went to would say what is it you want, they wouldn't even give her a chance to talk because she was black and she wanted a loan for repairs , or refinance , so she never got it even to this day,

But he said that he applied for a loan for sex change of his breast and sexual change, and he got almost 100 thousand dollars for everything he needed even for extra pain medication, but they wouldn't give his mother a loan to repair her house or refinance it,

he told me that they want black people to go against god and they will give them money and have money available r, for sex changes and transgender surgeries at any time, and cover every thing they need ,but tell the american people that they have no money for cancer or veterans or health care or elderly or low income

my cousin got his sex change , he looked like a top model from France he changed even his skin color, he changed his name to April, also, after he under went his sex change , he started having nightmares and he also started having strange illnesses unknown to man, his man made ,womb malfunction and had several problems and he had several repeat surgeries, getting the money wasn't a problem for the surgeries,

he had breast lift and facial features changes , and hormone medicines and everything

at first he seem to have fun , and then his mental capacity started to decline and take a strange psychological change, 

every night he said he heard voices , he said that the devil lived inside of him and that the guy he was born with wanted out

he also had some kind of strange illness unknown or not known to the public because of his surgeries and their side effects

his mother and my uncle later put him in a mental hospital, and he got so bad with his psychological and biological problems that the had to remove him from one mental hospital to another one

the last one he was moved to I went to visit him with his mother and my uncle, where he told us that he was a Frankenstein, he said god didn't make a man to change into to something like this and experiment on the human body like this , he told us that he was in torments, and in vexation of devils and demons and that the devil was in him, he was a Frankenstein of the devil

so instead of transgender he called himself a Frankenstein

a creature , we went to sing to him,   he had had several attempts of suicide , the last time I saw him me his father and mother we sang to him , he wanted us to pray for him, but later left a voice mail on his mother  message line for us to stop praying for him to keep him alive,

so as he requested we stop praying for him and the last time he tried to commit suicide he died, he had tried seventeen times to commit suicide and end his life ,but was unsuccessful because we were praying for him and it kept him alive, when we stop praying he died ,

so our prayers kept him alive and god had mercy on his soul

I often would sing to him, I found Jesus , because its a song my mother sang, it calmed his spirit , but every time he looked at himself he was tormented, he wanted to go back to his natural self from the unnatural, but it was not possible,  but god was there and listening through our prayers the whole time, even in his evil choice, we got through to got for him and the incredible miracle of him  surviving after so many attempts of suicide tell you what kind of god we serve, now since this is online ,

I cannot tell you his name this being a true story online , but I have told his name inside the cogic church and his sister and brother has told his story to the churches they go to also, for a testimony for our

 African american male to not consider to become a transgender , because they will give you money for demonic reasons and support demonic things that are not of god , but yet tell you they don't have money to fix a broken economy, that racism and racial profiling to disregard the needs of the people and supply the needs of a ungodly lust  , sex is a want and not a need,

supporting, things of reprobates, come to yourselves for our young people and worship god this is a true testimony

romans chap1;21

Romans 1:21-28King James Version (KJV)

21 Because that, when they knew God, they glorified him not as God, neither were thankful; but became vain in their imaginations, and their foolish heart was darkened.

22 Professing themselves to be wise, they became fools,

23 And changed the glory of the uncorruptible God into an image made like to corruptible man, and to birds, and fourfooted beasts, and creeping things.

24 Wherefore God also gave them up to uncleanness through the lusts of their own hearts, to dishonour their own bodies between themselves:

25 Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen.

26 For this cause God gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature:

27 And likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust one toward another; men with men working that which is unseemly, and receiving in themselves that recompence of their error which was meet.

28 And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient;